It's My Turn.....

So, my wonderful husband has been pestering me to blog. "It's your turn" is what he has been saying. Keep in mind that a little over a week ago he did not even know what a blog was much less how to do it. I am here now though, blogging again for the first time in a long time.
I would probably have blogged sooner except I cannot think of anything much to blog about. I have a GREAT husband who I love. I want nothing but to make him happy and spend the rest of my life with him. He says I shouldn't call him GREAT because he has flaws and he aggravates me on purpose. I say, "OF COURSE you have flaws." We all do. And he has ALWAYS aggravated me on purpose. This is who he is. I fell in love with that part too. I wouldn't want him any other way. He just wouldn't be Lopez if he was different.
I have three WONDERFUL children also. Two of them are only with us part time but when they are here, a void is filled. They both act more like my husband then anyone else and so it was impossible to not love them. Plus, when they look at me and say, "I love you" or tell me I make the BEST mac n' cheese in the world my heart melts. I wish they were with us all the time.
My other child is my light. She is the most precious baby girl ever. There are at least a thousand moments everyday in which she melts my heart. Whether it's a smile, one of her looks, her loving on me or her acting crazy; I find that there cannot be one shred of gloom in my heart when she fills it so.
You see, I haven't blogged because I feel like no one really wants to hear how happy I am. How I feel my life is almost perfect. I do have bad days and there are things about my life that I wish were different but all in all, it is great. When I see my husband and my children, my cup runneth over. I feel like I could face the most terrible tyrant in the world and as long as I have them and their love I can be alright. I am so blessed to be where I am right now and with who I am with. THANK YOU LORD for BLESSING ME SO!!

so here it is, living as a lopez is not all that u might think of. it does has it moments well should i say theres never a dull moment. my life isnt crazy but maybe the things i do and say is what makes it crazy from sayin a bad word just to hear all the good people say "dont say that" to "please watch your mouth" i get a kick out of it. the crazy things i do is not for an audience like riding a broke ass lawnmower while amy's aunt tries to buck me off and she couldnt, maybe next time meshia. my three little 1's have alittle of me n them. which is good u need to let go of the norm everyday and as for my wife how n the hell does she keep sane with me. she does it well, the look she gives me after i push her to the edge. i know its time for make up kisses. i like it when she says "quit being ugly to me" and i know im only bullshittin. shes really a good woman as kk would say the best best best best. my life has taking turns left and right, in and out, up and down but im still here. its my lopez's that keep me goin and some of u wouldnt understand where i coming from and how my life is. i wouldnt have it any other way. as i hold my little 1 n my lap and try to type this she looks up at me and all i can say is "your goin to love chuck e cheeses woman". so live life it only comes once but dont live it as a lopez cuz thats my job.

by LOPEZ